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Pretty
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I Look into the Mirror and Bite my Lips
I only Hurt myself when I stay Depressed
On how I'm Not proud of my image
In a Shallow World...that can be Soo stupid
*
Because every Girls like...
Eyelashes,Lipstick
Straitening their Hair in the bathroom
Tight Clothes,Nail Polish
Taking Selfies on their iPhone
Well,I Don't Care
I'm watching my favorite shows on TV
But they're always Like...
Flawless skin,Hair Extensions
Putting on their Make-Up
Juicy Gossip,Hot Boyfriends
Going to the Club
I Don't Care
I'm Not Caught Up in their Love affairs
*
That's why I'll never be Pretty (Pretty)
Like How Everyone says it Should Be
Wearing Make-Up & Being Skinny
Acting like A-list Celebrities
People always striving to be Cooler (Cooler),
So you Can Stare & Judge me...But Never will I'll be (I'll be,I'll be,I'll be)
Like the Models in "Teen Vogue" Magazines
-
I'm Fed up with "Pop Culture's" View of What's "Cool" or "In"
What's Now Trending and in High Fashion
And Everyone who Knows me Knows
That I could Care Less
Who Designed your Dress?
*
But every Celebs like...
High Heels,Stylists
Checking their own Reflection
Fashion,Diets
Posting Selfies on their Instagram
Well,I Don't Care
I'm hearing Lorde "Royals" on Repeat
But they're always Like...
Hair Weave,Plastic Surgeries
Divorcing cheating Husbands
TV drama,Elaborate Weddings
"Keeping Up With The Kardashians"
I Don't Care
I'm Not Caught Up in their Media affairs
*
That's why I'll Never Be Pretty (Pretty)
Like How the Media portrays it Should Be
Wearing Make-Up & Being Skinny
Taking Photos for the Paparazzi's
Celebrities always striving to be Hotter (Hotter),
So you Can Stare & Judge me...But never will I'll be (I'll be,I'll be,I'll be)
Like the Sexy girls in "Maxim" Magazines
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I'm Might be bland for your Cup of Tea
But I'm Still in Love with Being me
...
Life could Be So Easy without a Care
When I'm Not Caught Up in You're Vain affairs
*
I Guess that's Why I'll Never Be Pretty (Pretty)
Like How I always Thought it Should Be
Wearing Make-Up & Being Girly
Well,that's Just Never been for me
Everyone always striving to be Popular (Popular),
So you can Roll your Eyes & Disagree...And I Know I'll Never Be (Never Be,Never Be,Never Be)
Like the Pretty girls in Fashion Magazines
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Sillau
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Devious Journal Entry
1 min read
Do not be afraid to try or afraid to fail, becuz if you never do, then you may never will, kno your fullest potential, but until, you choose to be brave, its ok to still be afraid, but dont let your fear win, Dont you dare give in, You were born on this earth for a reason, Everyone has a purpose, you need to find what Yours is, so dont be afraid to take risks, be Strong & Courageous, becuz you have a life waiting for you, that you do Not want to miss, becuz when you die, just think about this, were you satisfied, with the way you lived?
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R.I.P. Michael Jackson
1 min read
The one and only
Michael Joseph Jackson
Well be
Better on the
Other side
But I
Never can say goodbye
Because
Through his music
He's still alive
The greatest star
That ever lived
That will forever shine.
Sunrise: Aug.29,1958 - Sunset: Jun.25,2009
(Rest in Peace MJ)
Michael Joseph Jackson
Well be
Better on the
Other side
But I
Never can say goodbye
Because
Through his music
He's still alive
The greatest star
That ever lived
That will forever shine.
Sunrise: Aug.29,1958 - Sunset: Jun.25,2009
(Rest in Peace MJ)
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I will have no part of this
No part of all this New World Order (sh*t)
I choose to be free & thats how I want to be
So aint no chips gonna be in my head
If I refuse,my consequences
Might be,me ending up being dead
I know that its not gonna be easy,If thats the case
So to GOD I pray
To please help me
Which path do I take
Please show me the way
Because I don't want to be caught up in there mind control
Their stinkin agenda has got to go
They could probably take everything from you
Probably even your soul(which is never for sell though)
But not your faith
So keep it somewhere locked safe
As in this difficult test
Would you rather die for JESUS
Like he did for us
For our sins
Then to be brainwashed
As a part of succeeding their mission
Because of them
There probably the main reasons
That privacy is disappearing
All these Cameras everywhere
Your phone calls
They can hear(the 9/11 excuse)
What has the world come to
All I usually see is sex,violence and drugs
And wars still going on
Where is the love
Don't believe everything the media says
Its usually just a bunch of B.S.
You have your own mind,use it
And what did "really" happened
To these people who tried to expose them
Like Tupac or Michael Jackson
Their death is still a mystery
Kind of like this conspiracy theory
Is there really a secret society,the illuminati
I don't know,but it seems to be
There basically everywhere
In the politics,in your music,and on your T.V.s
What can a person do
I guess
Wake up!Pray and repent
Save yourselves through GOD
And have no doubt,His Love
Is unconditional
He is the only one
And He lives up above
Although we sin and be to quick to judge(well,most of us)
He still loves us and will forgive us
But unless we forgive others
I know that its not always easy
But JESUS never said it would be
He just said it would be worth it...
(K)illuminati
No part of all this New World Order (sh*t)
I choose to be free & thats how I want to be
So aint no chips gonna be in my head
If I refuse,my consequences
Might be,me ending up being dead
I know that its not gonna be easy,If thats the case
So to GOD I pray
To please help me
Which path do I take
Please show me the way
Because I don't want to be caught up in there mind control
Their stinkin agenda has got to go
They could probably take everything from you
Probably even your soul(which is never for sell though)
But not your faith
So keep it somewhere locked safe
As in this difficult test
Would you rather die for JESUS
Like he did for us
For our sins
Then to be brainwashed
As a part of succeeding their mission
Because of them
There probably the main reasons
That privacy is disappearing
All these Cameras everywhere
Your phone calls
They can hear(the 9/11 excuse)
What has the world come to
All I usually see is sex,violence and drugs
And wars still going on
Where is the love
Don't believe everything the media says
Its usually just a bunch of B.S.
You have your own mind,use it
And what did "really" happened
To these people who tried to expose them
Like Tupac or Michael Jackson
Their death is still a mystery
Kind of like this conspiracy theory
Is there really a secret society,the illuminati
I don't know,but it seems to be
There basically everywhere
In the politics,in your music,and on your T.V.s
What can a person do
I guess
Wake up!Pray and repent
Save yourselves through GOD
And have no doubt,His Love
Is unconditional
He is the only one
And He lives up above
Although we sin and be to quick to judge(well,most of us)
He still loves us and will forgive us
But unless we forgive others
I know that its not always easy
But JESUS never said it would be
He just said it would be worth it...
(K)illuminati
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i was afraid
when this day
would come
when someone
you dearly love
has gone
so far away
high up the heavens above
selfishly wishing
they could of
stayed
because this (new) kind of pain
is just to hard to take
this hurt wont seem to ever fade away
i cant explain
how many times
ive replayed
to when you was still alive
with you constantly always on my mind
theres times
where ive tried
my best not to cry
but how can i
when i miss you so much .......
when this day
would come
when someone
you dearly love
has gone
so far away
high up the heavens above
selfishly wishing
they could of
stayed
because this (new) kind of pain
is just to hard to take
this hurt wont seem to ever fade away
i cant explain
how many times
ive replayed
to when you was still alive
with you constantly always on my mind
theres times
where ive tried
my best not to cry
but how can i
when i miss you so much .......
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